The first week of summer was....good. I think having myself 100% occupied, and constantly doing stuff is a nice distraction. Went swimming, went shopping, watched movies...lots of fun stuff. The thing is, I don't know if it'll last. I don't know how it'll last. When i'm not totally occupied I go a little crazy. Okay, replace a little with a lot. So I still need to find stuff for myself to do. That's harder than it seems. Especially when my mom tells me to get a life. That's what I'm trying to get, okay. 

I still don't have a job. I need one. Both for money, and my sanity. Money and my sanity is very important. I really tried. I've given my resume to about 25 places. None of them even call me any more. I don't know why at least one of them can't call me. How do people get jobs anyways?  I guess I could try places that aren't in the immediate area. The 25 places I've tried are all lin the general area. But I'm kind of tired of all this trying. It's not working. Why can't someone just give me a fair chance? I've never had one of those, which is why none of my jobs have ever gone well. If I had one of those, I could do great. The last 7 places I applied were on Friday. I went with a friend, and it was much easier that way. Those places could still realistically call me...I guess. 

Here's a picture with an affirmation that is very important. I will keep repeating it. Then maybe it will go into my head. That'd be nice.



More later on how the summer of "?" is going

Love, 

Lau