Well...can't say I've been busy. I'm never ever busy. I just had nothing I've wanted to say. Nothing's changed....and nothing has a chance of changing until Sept. 2 which is when I start University. I guess I can wait. I'm actually excited to start my classes and meet new people. 

Basically I do nothing, with very rare instances where I do something fun. Yesterday I bought and read Twilight, since everyone begged me to read it and told me how much I'd like it for months. Well...I could tell it was very cheesy, and not that well written, and the type of vampires  weren't as great as the kinds on Buffy for example. Still...I absolutely loved it. I guess I like cheesy. And I guess Edward Cullen is my fictional character to love

I also saw Avenue Q...that's another of the rare fun occasions, even though I was the one who bought the tickets. It was so funny! I loved all the puppets and the innapropriate humour. I was singing along the whole time. The old people in front of me said it was disgusting and left at intermission...but better view for me. My sister loved it and therefore me for getting it for her birthday. Now all the songs are in my head, but that's okay. They're so great cause they're true. Everyone IS a little bit racist, and it DOES suck to be me. 

Exactly 2 more weeks until I'm officially in university. Only now did I become nervous. I guess because there's a certain way I want it to go, and if it doesn't is what I worry about. I also don't want my friends to leave...it's so much easier to make new friends with old ones close by. Why did all of them (except 1) have to go away to school? Why did like 10 of them go to the same school so they'll be together (Waterloo). Even though they'll come back sometimes...it's not gonna be the same, and i'll miss them.

So had 3 job interviews yesterday. THREE. Count 'em...1, 2, 3. The one for Aritzia was very long and awkward. They asked me to sell them a keychain. Then I got to keep the keychain in the end. I hope at least one of them works out. I really need a job, but I'm really tired of all the effort. If you walking along in promenade mall the amount of now hiring signs is outrageous though. So theoretically if these 3 don't work out (I hope they do) then I could try more. All this trying is exhausiting. 

Main reason I need the job is for the money, of course. Lots of stuff I need to pay for starting next year. Also applied for OSAP yesterday. They're gonna give me more money than I thought. I guess I'm poorer than I thought. But 4800 a year! That's a lot...more than enough for me. Though it makes me worry about paying it back. Hence the job. Yay jobs. Yay money. I've got to keep hoping. I hope when they say they'll call you. Sometimes they lie. At least they said by next week, so I'll know when they lie. 

Went to the movies today. With the family. I didn't like that so much. We saw kung fu panda. It had its moments I guess, but it was pretty stupid. I would have liked it more if i was 6. Too bad I'm not 6. Most of the kids in the theater seemed to be that age. They also were very loud and obnoxious and ran around a lot. I'm really not fond of kids. Don't know how i'll ever want any. By the way...one of the places i interviewed at was a little kid's store, and that place they seemed most desperate. So if I got a job there, i'd have to get used to it. 

Been listening to a lot of Avenue Q lately. I desperately want to see them this summer, but I lack the funds. It's fifty dollars for really really bad seats. And that's bad seats. If I wanted decent seats it would definately be more. Right now listening to 'It Sucks to Be Me'

Kate Monster: "I'm kinda pretty, and pretty damn smart. I like romantic things like music and art. And as you know I have a gigantic heart. So why...don't I have a boyfriend? FUCK. It sucks to be me , It sucks to be me.........."

*sighs* Just one of the many reasons it sucks to be me. There's a lot of them.