I can’t believe I’m almost done my first semester of university, it’s so crazy. So far I haven’t failed any exams, and I am so relieved to have finished most final projects. I will miss some of my classes though. My professor for mass communications practically cried! It was still nice. Next semester I think my classes will be more interesting. I have to take visual communication and design, ethical issues in the media, communication technology and culture, film studies and news gathering. Sounds like pretty cool classes. Still taking notes for the students with disabilities. I definitely have the easiest job ever, and I’m guaranteed it for the next 4 years, awesome! Now I work in the office sometimes, where we do nothing whatsoever but still get paid. It’s cool but I feel bad. Also kinda sad I’m done my mass communications blog…I could continue it, but I won’t have time or inspiration.

Now on to a meme I took from rutabega129, because I’m boreded.


Three more weeks until I go to Florida then on a cruise! I'll miss this semester, but I'm super excited. For now, I'm very bored, hence the meme.
 

Spent all day watching House pretty much. Watch House, and be depressed. My parents are so mean to me, as always. I really don't want to repeat what they say, but they y make me feel like a loser...in fact, that's what they say to me sometimes. Yesterday they wanted to talk to me, which was horrible. Maybe they have a point. Maybe I am as worthless as they say. I don't like me very much. 

House is a good way to waste the day, I guess. I've also been playing guitar hero a lot. I just got it yesterday. It's another good thing that makes me stop thinking and do fun stuff. I still feel so alone. Maybe because technically, I am alone. And I can't help but be miserable all the time. I'm just tired of everything, including being tired of life. I don't know what to do.

I know I should study for my bio test monday, especially since I don't know anything. I just can't understand any of it. I asked for help, but that made it worse. I've just accepted that I'm going to fail, and there's nothing I can do about it. Just like I fail at life. 

There are so many things I don't want to think about right now, that make me worry, or be depressed. I just overthink and keep dwelling. I'm no good at keeping myself occupied.