So had 3 job interviews yesterday. THREE. Count 'em...1, 2, 3. The one for Aritzia was very long and awkward. They asked me to sell them a keychain. Then I got to keep the keychain in the end. I hope at least one of them works out. I really need a job, but I'm really tired of all the effort. If you walking along in promenade mall the amount of now hiring signs is outrageous though. So theoretically if these 3 don't work out (I hope they do) then I could try more. All this trying is exhausiting. 

Main reason I need the job is for the money, of course. Lots of stuff I need to pay for starting next year. Also applied for OSAP yesterday. They're gonna give me more money than I thought. I guess I'm poorer than I thought. But 4800 a year! That's a lot...more than enough for me. Though it makes me worry about paying it back. Hence the job. Yay jobs. Yay money. I've got to keep hoping. I hope when they say they'll call you. Sometimes they lie. At least they said by next week, so I'll know when they lie. 

Went to the movies today. With the family. I didn't like that so much. We saw kung fu panda. It had its moments I guess, but it was pretty stupid. I would have liked it more if i was 6. Too bad I'm not 6. Most of the kids in the theater seemed to be that age. They also were very loud and obnoxious and ran around a lot. I'm really not fond of kids. Don't know how i'll ever want any. By the way...one of the places i interviewed at was a little kid's store, and that place they seemed most desperate. So if I got a job there, i'd have to get used to it. 

Been listening to a lot of Avenue Q lately. I desperately want to see them this summer, but I lack the funds. It's fifty dollars for really really bad seats. And that's bad seats. If I wanted decent seats it would definately be more. Right now listening to 'It Sucks to Be Me'

Kate Monster: "I'm kinda pretty, and pretty damn smart. I like romantic things like music and art. And as you know I have a gigantic heart. So why...don't I have a boyfriend? FUCK. It sucks to be me , It sucks to be me.........."

*sighs* Just one of the many reasons it sucks to be me. There's a lot of them.

Yes, that is what i did yesterday, ate chinese food. It was very good and americanized (my favorite kind)! I did almost choke on a fortune cookie, and my sister lost her tooth, but still a good meal. I didn't use a fork the whole time, I'm very proud. 

I also did the other thing every jew does on chirstmas; went to the movies. Of course, the movie theater at promenade was veyr busy. Due to my two immature little sisters, we had to go see Alvin and the chipmunks. Not as horrible as it seemed, there were funny moments. However, after the first 20 minutes, it got a lil boring. There were also a lot of under six year olds in the theater. There was a 2 year old kid sitting behind me who was commenting loudly, and kicking my seat. Ah well, I didn't pay for it. 

Today doing one of my 2 ISPs. Christmas break this year just isn't...what's the word?...good! All my friends seem too busy for me, and it's really depressing me (as if i'm ever happy anyways) I hope it gets better, and i somehow become happy, but i doubt that. Too bad my parents dont' have to work like they did all other years. They're just as depressing (if not more so)  then my (lack of) friends at the moment. I wish we had gone somewhere, at least i'd have something to do. 

At least I really have been practicing DDR every day. I honestly think i'm improving. And i could always beg my friends to do something with me even mroe than yesterday. If i could stop thinking that nobody likes me and life is pointless...maybe i could have a half decent rest of the break. Who knows?  

Well...got a job...kinda sorta. Watching a two year old. It's harder than i thought it would be. She speaks, but no english. She also likes to run around and yell real loud. It was very tiring. I liked the part where she napped for two hours. Only non difficult part. She was so adorable though. And it's only 2-3 days a week, so i can handle it even though i'm not the biggest fan of kids. Must think of the 60$ a day. That is amazing. 

Must also stop myself from spending it all. I bought these things that are supposed to be like shorts on normal people, but they're the most perfect capri pants on me. Also spent money to see Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, but that was an amazing movie~! I thought it was the best one. It was the book i liked least of all, but the movie i like most, mostly cause there's more depth, and better acting, and it's a more grown up movie in general. 

Also spent money on a present for Rachelle. Happy belated birthday to her, by the way:D!  It's the coolest present ever, but won't say what it is here. I can't believe i spent so much. 22$! *gasps* I never ever spend that much. I really should stop spending money though. Must think of how hard i have to work to earn it. That stops me spending every time. Next time i watch the kid is tuesday. Hopefully, it isn't as hard or exhausting. Oh well...i do what i must.